A central thesis by linguist Ferdinand de Saussure explains that the connection between a sign (like a word) and the real-world thing it represents is arbitrary. In the words of Shakespeare, “A rose by any other name would smell as sweet.”
Few people would argue that labels are arbitrary in action, though. We label ourselves and others constantly. Juliet’s whole speech is about how important Romeo’s name is. One word, one name, makes all the difference between a viable relationship and tragic doom. Labels can be an opportunity to express who we are, a burden to bear or share, or a self-fulfilling prophecy. I make a point to call my students learners, readers, and writers for a reason.
So, why has it taken me so long to label myself an author?
I mean, consider this evidence:
- I’ve had what I referred to as an author website from age thirteen, when I thought that was how I’d be discovered. (Aside: It’s not, guys. Websites don’t matter. The manuscript is where it’s at.)
- I have a dual master’s degree in creative writing and children’s literature.
- I have, at minimum, ten really rough manuscripts under my belt, and I’m actively querying the polished one. These manuscripts include fantasy romps with a chosen one destined to save the world, sci-fi adventures with space pirates and robots, urban fantasies with protagonists who are trying to find their place in a complex and dangerous world, fairy tale retellings, and super hero stories.
So, what was I waiting for?
In the past, writers were unpublished and authors were traditionally published, but the internet blurs creator lines. For me, the difference between wanting to be an author some day and living with the self-confidence to act like an author begins with choosing to own the label author.
I’m an author, and my website is as in-progress as my career–but it exists.